Try

why do I even try why the fuck do I try sharing myself with others but they dont share my gaze to the sky nobody gives a fuck they just look me by so tell me why the fuck do I even try no one seems to notice I don't seem to matter even in avoidance I'm stuck in the middle of drama walked all over like a ladder fuck all this, why do I bother sticking around it's not as if my happiness matters I do shit for everyone and get shit on in return I can't tell you why I try anymore the way I'm treated is absurd this is fucked and I'm tired of all this shit but I dont matter so I guess Ill split