Madman

it is this joy I bring to you in every day there is something new and though I might play the fool I see everything, full frontal view yesterday was full of sorrow what's in store for me tomorrow? my mind is choking, I can't think can someone tell me whats happening? I light another joint, not to escape but to help me understand why things are this way you think I'm high because I'm afraid step into my shoes and try to survive a day most don't understand difference and yet others take offence and so I spend much time alone with my thumb out on the side of the road searching for those like me looking for a kind of peace so I can finally find release from these demons haunting me now do you finally understand? look into my eyes and tell me who i am I dare you to try if you think you can looking into the eyes of a madman